Since Lent is a period of turning, let us make a radical turn this year!
When most of us think about Lent, “giving up” things come to mind. I was challenged by a colleague during lunch this week with, “What are you giving up for Lent? From how you are eating, it looks like you will be giving up fasting in Lent!”
My irreligious response was: “I’ll be feasting this lent in celebration of the Fest that awaits me at Easter!”
After thinking about that response, I realized that ironically, Lent is open to an understanding that it is a time for embracing deep gratitude for Christ’s mercies. And gratitude can surely lead us into thanksgiving feasts, rather than leading us to fasting and meditations that highlight our shortcomings, or failures, or our rebellion, or our being a fugitive from God’s love and grace, we could consider a return home during these 40 days as a journey of festive celebrations! No? Let us consider it.
We all know that Lent is 40 days of preparation to ready us to share in the Passion of Christ----Holy Week, His Death and His Resurrection. Through disciplines of prayer, self-examination, self-denial, repentance, and almsgiving (mercy gifts) we prepare to turn from our self-centered life to one that is centered upon The Other (God) and others.
In short, this is a period to turn toward Home. Lent is a time for us to turn toward our true self. Lent is the moment when we are called to lift our head and eyes beyond our broken promises and broken dreams and to look toward forgiveness, and healing, and reunion with Love that transcends all understanding. It is not only Thomas Wolf that calls angles to look homeward. Jesus calls us to look homeward as angels, and brothers, and sisters.
Think I’m going home! Think I’m going back to the place where I belong! No more thinking “about” going home; I’m going home! Now!
It is not in sadness that you and I face going home. I remember when I was “let out” from class each day; and I headed home after school that it was with a sense of excitement and joy. I remember that the closer that I got to home that I began to skip, and then at the last, I would begin to run to Mom’s kitchen where she was ready to embrace me, and where gingerbread and milk beckoned me to feast.
I repeat that going home became a time for growing gladness and joyful expectation of homecoming’s loving embrace. Going home gave no space or time for guilt or shame or self-incriminations. As I walked, skipped, ran, all these fell away along the trek to my mother’s open kitchen door.
I do believe that during our Lenten’s meditations, and ruminations of the “place and condition” of our lives that rather than turning inward to navel gaze, because that is where we are obsessively trapped already; let us turn outward toward God the Father and reflect upon going toward His Way and ways! Let us reflect about God the Father running to meet us as He sees us from afar.
A few years ago, I lead our elders’ English Bible class in a study of Henri J. M. Nouwen’s book, “The Return of the Prodigal Son”. As I have been meditating on Jesus’ parable of the prodigal son, I see that it is a wonderful framework or foundation upon which to consider a new posture for Lent. It is a posture of coming to our senses and realizing that life is better at home in His fields and gardens than hanging out around pig pens where we slop mostly in our self-made suffering.
Now in Lent is a movement to begin to walk, then skip, then run home to Our Heavenly Father. The skipping, the rejoicing, Yes, and gratefully, recklessly feasting in anticipation is in character with the expectations of the extravagant feast that our welcoming Father is readying for us.
With this posture of running home toward love and grace, is a liberating one from self-indulgence. I believe that Lent’s journey homeward is not framed in self-denial, but is indulging in affirmation of belonging to a loving Father who eagerly searches the horizon for a glimpse of us making our way home.
Our Heavenly Parent awaits our home coming. That stance can truly prepare us to walk with Jesus, His Son, toward Heaven’s resurrection’s gate to ever- lasting life in union with the Father, with the Son, and with the Holy Spirit.
No longer ask yourself, or others, “What am I, or you, giving up for Lent?” Declare instead, I am dropping everything, letting go of everything, letting loose of everything! I’m heading home!
Repent! Turn around for home this Lent! Amen.
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